LOVE?

Love? What do i love? Who do i love? Why do i love? When to love? Many things i love are fading. I feel like as if i am losing something and its fading fast. Okay, maybe not something but the trust and friendship? i dont know. I just dont feel good. Not physically but mentally. :( I FEEL SO SAD RIGHT NOW. Okay honestly i feel that everyone seems to hate me sometimes but quite often. Its not fault! If it is my fault, then YOU tell me how to change. Actually im not as a teenager you think i am. i actually took big, unhumble steps to push myself to who i am now. And i mean started how to be me incorrectly. In what way? Hmmmmmm.... Maybe during P6 i got first in class two times and i did not study, so i feel that i earned that post in a wrong way. and another is that i studied here and there like in a very unorganised style ya thats it. So i just need a erson who can rely on and trust to guide me and coach me like friends. So maybe having a guy friend is not that bad after all, like girls theywill tend to have girl problems. They maybe gossip, backstab. Guys are more understanding then girls they tend to forgivethe girls who hit them (in the form of playing) they will not bare grudges like girls.

So, the thing is I LOVE THOSE WHO RESPECT ME AND A PERSON WHO I CAN RELY ON AND GUIDE ME :)

Cute! No, I mean chubby and adorable! :D

Happy Labour Day! Happy Birthday!

Happy Labour Day everyone! A holiday on monday! Yehs! I get to celebrate my birthday with people's birthday in May that is so good :D THanks everyone who celebrated/wished me happy birthday! I will take a picture of the presents next time and post it here! Ciaos people! :)