Diary Entry #30

Dear Diary,

Here are some ways to look pretty:

1. Make the effort to smile every once in a while. That will make you feel good about yourself, and make others feel positive



2. Clean up.
   


3. Try different types of acne solution to get ride of acne (if you have).



4. Buy clothing that flatters you



5. Understand the value of inner beauty.



6. 
   
   Exercise
   
   Lastly,
   

Believe you are beautiful! Beauty is the eye of the beholder!

I'm gonna pin up hair someday, going to change my hairstyle to something that suits my face. I've gotta work out maybe brisk walking everyday (to where? O.o). I love Sandara Park's hair! T.T How I wish I could dress up nicely someday like singers! MUAHAHAHA That would be great!

Love

Rayna

Soure: Google.com

Diary Entry #29

Dear Diary,
It's snowing in Beijing now! Flurries! So excited to play with it! 2 more weeks to go!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #28

Dear Diary,
Band camp was great! I love the BBQ! After band camp we went to Pizza Hut for lunch, Danna treated us! Thanks Danna! :) We had a very nice bonding lunch between sec 2 and 3 as the sec 1s couldn't make it... Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday are definitely the best camps I've been through. I slept so well on the second night but was woken up by the vibrations of Renee's alarm at 5:46am which was the third time T.T
Had the toughest drills today morning.
I have such a pack schedule on Saturday, maybe I should get a manager and a diary to let people make appointments for me ha ha. I have to go for vaccination/flu jab in the morning and my godfather's birthday celebration and Brass Ensemble concert both in the night. The 2 events clash together so I have to decide to go to which but I had to go to the concert to support our school and also give my instrument to the brasses. Well I will think about it later.
I am not looking for the Woodwind Ensemble on Friday... :( :(

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #27

Dear Diary,
Yeh! ADELE's Set Fire To The Rain MV is finally out! She is so cute starting to swing her body while the music starts! Past few days, ADELE had 'lost her voice' and was at home recuperating. D: Get well soon!
I was quite disappointed by her MV as she was out of tune at the beginning and was shaky. I know that singing isn't easy... Hope she is okay! ADELE love you! :)

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #26

Dear Diary,
28 more days to go. On 2 December, we will have our ensemble concert at either 2 of the schools which I forgot their names.
SS4 is awesome! Everyone dressed themselves as other celebrities like Marilyn Monroe, Chucky, Superman, Steve Jobs(Kyuhyun). The boys never fail to surprise ELFs. :D

SJ FIGHTING!!!

Love

Rayna

Diary Entry #25

Dear Diary,
So pissed today...
CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT CLARICAT
Chenning came back to school today, we met at Mac Drive-Thru for lunch then went back for tutoring.
Bleh blah bleh blah. Results gonna be released tomorrow!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #24

Dear Diary,
I am so tired today. Many things happened in a second that I can't seem to take everything in at all. This Friday the results will be out :(
I went to the Percussion Festival to watch many schools perform.
29 days to go before I take off!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #23

Dear Diary,
Beijing now is 14 to 2 Degrees! On Sunday it will be 12 to -1!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #22

Dear Diary,
Mom, Bernice and I went to Plaza Singapura to shop today, because on 18 Nov. i can't shop with them and no other days are free for my mom to take a day off from work. So today I had to give up my individuals time... :( Anyway, I bought a grey scarf, leather gloves and long johns from COLDWEAR! After that, we went into MARKS & SPENCER TO BUY CEREAL AND WE WENT AROUND DROOLING ON THE SWEETS! There was one tin which was filled with Christmas biscuits, and guess what?! The tin was a carousel tin which will produce music once spinned! So cool right? But it was $49.00?!!
For dinner, we went into a korean shop to eat BIBIMBAP! Yesterday night, while falling asleep I was dreaming of all the korean food I could eat. YUMMY! :P My mom took 2 pictures of the resturant cause it was so pretty. Shortly after taking pictures, a korean guy in yellow polo tee(maybe the boss) was very angry and he sort of swore and scolded someone. My mom thought he was scolding her but after a while he went to sit beside the cashier and the lady at the counter held on to a phone and talking to a few waiters as if they were calling someone, maybe to the person they were angry at. But we never knew what that polo guy said in korean, I blame myself for not completing my korean languange course.
I ate BIBIMBAP and added lots of sauce! Mmmm...... Spicy and shiok! We took away black bean sauce for my sister who was studying hard for her exams.
38 days to wear my winter clothings! :)

Well there are still some stuff left to buy:

1. Jeans


2. Warm packs


3. Lip gloss

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #21

Dear Diary,
Today I went to Juncti8n to buy winter clothings! CRAZE SHOPPING! I bought a turtleneck shirt and a long sleeve shirt at G2000 and a pink lovely hoodie from FOX! I'm so happy! I LOVE THE FOX HOODIE THE MOST! :D I really can't wait to go to Beijing to wear my winter coat and clothings!
There are still many stuff left to be bought, this is my checklist:

1. Scarf


2. Gloves


3. Warm packs


4. Jeans


5. Shoes?


6. Long johns

That's all, Beijing on Wednesday will be 2Degrees Celcius! Can't wait for it to be 0 for the lowest temperarure so that it will snow! 40 days to snow days!

Love

Rayna

Diary Entry #20

Dear Diary,
Currently I'm watching POSEIDON and WE GOT MARRIED for Lee Teuk and Kang Sora. YUNHO was only in the first 4 episodes and then he was gone, no wonder the picture has no Yunho in it because he wasn't the male lead actor but CHOI SI WON was! YEH! ^^V Mr Tan gave us homework: Listen to Irish folk music and do the interval homework.
42 days to Beijing!
14 days to ~!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #19

Dear Diary
Protect the boss is so nice to watch, JAEJOONG was sort of the bad guy and I hate it.
Tutoring was canceled due to Justin unable to make it, Andrew had to fix his bass and thus making it not a productive tutoring. We had a new piece to play and it was Angie's favourite cartoon character sing, "TOTORO". DOOLY is also not bad himself, he is SO cute. Even the CHA JI HEON in Protect The Boss likes it so much that he has Dooly softtoys and boxers. :)
44 days to Beijing!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #18 (2)

FACT: Flossing daily extends your lifespan by 6 YEARS!!

Diary Entry #18

Dear Diary,
45 days to go! Today the band went to SCH for a demo band to test out the hall. After that we went to aunntie's shop to eat and chat till 7.30pm. Tomorrow I have tutoring at 3 to 5pm. My life is quite boring these days but I've found a few facts!

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #17

Dear Diary,
47 days! Sectionals today from 4.30 to ?.?? I know that I've got to work hard for tomorrow's demo band. It seems to be centuries since we were able to go to places to perform, I like the feeling! :D
As days goes by, my blog contents will start to be not interesting like this. I really have nothing to write today, so if I go on some trip another day I will write out every single detail for ya.

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #16

Dear Diary,
49 days away? Am I right? Yep think so. Listening to Keep Your Head Down today. Very nice :) And YUNHO is HOT. I don't know what to say. YUNHO YUNHO YUNHO

Keep your head down U-Know time (Max)

You know what time it is?

This is return of the king
(모두 끝나버렸다) 난 시작도 안 해봤는데

(헤어져 버렸다) 난 이유조차 못 듣고

주변 사람들 모두 하나같이 날보고 너 왜 그래왜 그래

왜 그래 난 이미 나쁜 놈

(죄라면)널 사랑한 게 죄라면

(그게 죄라면)진실 했다는게 죄라면

(나는 Keep it low 나는 Keep it low)

난 참아내고 내 자릴 지켜

(Keep your head down)

넌 정말 예쁘지만 너무 다른 너의 속이 난 너무 두려워

(Keep your head down)

사랑했다 하지만 난 이제 널 놓겠다

(왜?) 날 그렇게 쉽게 떠났니

(왜?) 내가 쉬워 보였던 거니

(왜?) 내 가슴은 찢어지잖아

(왜?) 모두 한 순간의 꿈이었다면

(왜?) 바로잡을 시간이 있었다면

(왜?) 제발 네가 행복하길 바랬다

나, 언제나 언제나 너를 가진 걸로 충분했고

세상이 뭐래도 같은 꿈을 꿔서 행복했고

지금은 널 보내게 됐지만 어차피 내 길을 갈뿐이고

Love

Rayna

Diary Entry #15

Dear Diary,
Notebook is finally back! :D
YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO! YUNHO!

I can write everyday again! *Happy* I had counted on the calendar, and it says that there are 50 more days to go! There's not much to do today but I'm going to stay up late to watch the HALLOWEEN SPECIALS on Channel 5, staying up till 1am.
After O levels my sister will be going crazy, she will bounce the green ball my younger sister has.
On 2 & 3 December, the woodwinds have the ensemble concert and Carrine, Millie and I formed a trio. Carrine asked me whether I wanted to join but I was wondering if I can handle 2 pieces at such a short time. I doubt myself but ,still, I gave it a shot.

By the end of the day, those who doesn't know who is YUNHO will know him.

THIS IS YUNHO :)

HOTTEST AMONG HOTTEST

Love
Rayna

P.S Yunho is mine
P.S.S Don't you think about snatching him away
P.S.S.S I like his unique jaw :)
P.S.S.S.S Click here to watch his hot moves
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djJb5iSL0Do
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HtJS32n6LNQ&feature=relmfu
P.S.S.S.S.S I like KIM JAEJOONG TOO

Diary Entry #10,#11, #12, #13 and #14

Dear Diary,

I haven't been posting last few days because my notebook ran out of battery and my charger went 'pop' and spoilt so I wasn't able to use the computer for a few days.

Today is sports day and everyone went to the Yio Chu Kang Stadium for the events to go on. At first I thought I was not going to run the relay anymore and also thought that what XiaoYun asked was only joking but Amanda asked me whether I wanted to run the relay. I was not very confident of running as I did not do any self preparation and practice. Anyway, I still ran and I was the third person and XinLin was 4th. Amanda 1st and Gloria 2nd. Actually Miao Yan was supposed to be running but when we came back from the toilet, Gloria said she wanted to run and took Miao Yan's place. Gloria tried her very best and fell down! Aww... Poor Gloria, she had a very red patch on her knee after falling. How I would wish I could be the first-aid nurse and aid her injured knee. :( We won 1st!

From the bottom :P Haha, tricked you! After the sports day, we went NEX for KCF and library and soghurt and comebuy. I bought green milk tea with JingYing and Tricia, the big-sized one! I'm savouring it right now! :)

I think my blog always has people visiting right? But who are they? I don't have a CBox to let them leave their messages or something...

I'll stop talking about other stuff, 55 more days to go! (If I'm not wrong.) So excited! After O levels, we can go shopping! Buy, buy, buy, buy, buy, buy, buy! Shopping craze! There are some days with band practices and my mom wanted to go out on Monday or Fridays so when I told her I have band mostly on the first and last days of the weekdays, she was complaining about it. To be truthful, my mom hates band. So I *CENSORED*, yeah. :)

Love

Rayna :)

Diary Entry #9

Dear Diary,
Hello :)
I'm trying to find Miss Poop. Yang Lao Shi gave us time to write cards to our friends, I wrote for Miao Yan but I don't who wrote it for me. So I called the person Miss Poop because she likes to draw poops on my card -.-"



60 days to go... Still have many activities to go to. Band camp and stuff. There's band on friday from 2.30pm to 6? I'm not sure but I know we have to play 'Majestia' I can't play it because the high notes are out of tune and some of the rhythms are just too fast for me to finger the notes.
I'll try ma best. :) Ma Boy.

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #8

Dear Diary,
I LOVE band AGAIN! :D Today during tutoring we played 'Pizzicato Polka' and 'Per-psjcddnv-tum Mobile' It was so fun! I was sort of able to sight read the whole 2 pieces and most importantly, I can play! YEH! To be truthful we had played it before but was ages ago and we only had 1 day with our clarinets yesterday. So I did not practise the pieces as I don't have the score. Forgot to take Danna's score to photocopy but I also Don't know which one we are playing. The 2 pieces are so nice that I found that I was actually bouncing while playing. *EMBARRASSING* :P HOHO Feel great today! *Puts lots of smiley faces* :):):):) Mr Desmond was very nice too. :)
We got back our history and science today. They said Mr Goh anyhow give marks, just let him see your paper and let him read through then he adds 1-2 marks for you. Everyone got their marks when they asked for it, Mr Goh DIDN'T argue or reason with them why the marker did not give them the marks... LOL
Anyway, 61 days to go! Beijing is now 9-20 degrees Celcius. Freezing cold! By December, it might be less than 0! Then I can see snow! My father will film it!

Love
Rayna


P.S One of the piece is not Perpcihfievtum Mobile.
P.S.S It is called Perpetuum Mobile.

Diary Entry #7

Dear Diary,

Oh Yeah! 62 more days to go. Today we got 6 subjects' papers back amd was such a huge blow to me! I feel like running to the beach and just shout my heart out! My heart sank like Titanic today, argh!





PEN MINI! :D



Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #6

Dear Diary,
63 more days to go! I got a little cough :( Read a little Dracula, listened to ADELE and later I'm going to watch BAND OF BROTHERS EPISODE 8. Hello baby hasn't been uploaded yet, and I AM SO EAGER TO WATCH IT! EPISODE 7 HELLO BABY, I'M WAITING! My mom cooked 'A B C' soup for us as lunch for us today and was delicious. I still remembered my auntie rarely cooked such stuff for us and whenever she does, all my sisters would be fighting for our letters.
Tomorrow is Monday and we have sec 1 and 2 band. I hope that Mr De Souza takes us because after a long separation with our dear instruments, I'm sure many people would forget how to play or need time to get use to it. Mr Tan is very fierce so he might scold the seniors a lot as seniors we should set a good example to the juniors and for me I can't sight read or play very well. So if he tells the sec 2 to play for the sec 1s I will be there stunned and while everyone is there running their fingers correctly for the notes, I will be just running all the notes there is for my clarinet.
Feel so nervous now! Papi!
Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #5

Dear Diary,
Almost everyone is sick at home :( Hope I don't get the disease, can't wait to get my results on Monday. I think we would be getting English, Chinese, Science, Geography, Literature, Math. I'm so scared, not sure whether I did well.
64 more days to go! 64 more hot, wet and Singapore more days to go! Really hooked onto ADELE now. Mom says that after my sister exams, she would ake take a few days of to shopping for winter clothings with my few aunts and cousin! I want to buy a pink coat and have heat bags to shake and warm ourselves! There is so much to buy and consider and walk! Before we even go overseas, all of us would be tired of walking.
Not much to do today though, just reading Dracula. It really gives me the shivers, when I was reading the exciting part at the front, I was sort of shocked by the soft screams of a little girl in broad daylight! Just imagine how detailed and nicely written Dracula by Bram Stoker is.

Praise for Dracula:
'Nobody has ever filmed it like Bram Stoker wrote it' Christopher Lee.

Love
Rayna

Diary Entry #4

Dear Diary,
Oh yes! 65 more days to go. Today we were supposed to get our scripts back but Mr Manan said to key in the marks first, only Monday can we check our exam papers. Literature teacher, Miss Tan, said we improved and was satisfied. Miss Lim was just going through the paper and kept emphasizing that the lowest 35 marks came from our class, blah blah. Mr Pang was also satisfied with our results and said we generally did well and even better than mid-year. Mrs Nair, was the most disappointing answer, she said she wasn't very happy about the results.
I went to Yio Chu Kang Stadium to jog and after that we saw Mr Pang. He said that he went to Presbyterian for a meeting and took 852 back to school. We took 853 to NEX, bought COMEBUY and went library. Jing Ying and I tried to smuggle COMEBUY into the library.
I borrowed:

1. Dracula! by Bram Stoker




2. California Club? by Belinda Blume

~Call it what you want,

Call it what you want,

(Eh,Eh)

Call it what you want,

Call it what you want,

Yeah we're locked up in ideas,

We like to label everyting~

Love,

Rayna

Diary Entry #3

Dear Diary,
66 more days to go! I'm getting all better. Ate the CF shrimp noodles, yummy delicious :) Played ROLLING IN THE DEEP over and over, MISERY over and over. Backtracked to memories I've lost, which is TOCCATA, exciting and memorabe piece we had played with our direct and sec 3 seniors. Those days were the most busy days of our holidays but all effort was paid off when we get to perform on stage.
Love ADELE so much now! Love her contralto vocals! She is a LEGEND, like THE BEATLES!

~The scars of your love remind me of us,

They keep me thinking we almost had it all,

The scars of your love they leave me breathless,

I can't help feeling,

We could have it all,

ROLLING IN THE DEEP,

You had my heart inside your hand,

And you played it to the beat~

Love,

Rayna

Diary Entry #2

Dear Diary,
Today I went shopping with Tricia and Dana at Bugis Street. I intended to buy high-waist shorts with Tricia... After trying 3 different shorts, I give Then I realised that the places for the 'pretty, slim people' go to bazaar places like Bugis Street.
Firstly, the clothes are all very small sized.
Secondly, I am fat.
Thirdly, I'm not into shopping.
So streets are not for ME. I would like to shop with my mom. People like Dana and Tricia are slim so they would just buy or pick the clothes they like without having to worry about whether it is big enough for themto wear. Even if they can't wear it, it means that the clothe is too big, unlike me which all 3 shorts are too small for me. Well IT IS embarrassing ok? Not being able to wear to fit into the shorts and those pretty teen salesgirls would be like staring at me, 'So fat! Trying to squeeze into the shorts right? Ha! Know your limits man!' That's why I hate shopping because I feel so discriminated... It dosen't feel good. Those skinny people DO NOT UNDERSTAND fat people's feelings because when they buy clothings, they DON'T get the discriminated look by those bitchy salesgirls.
I'm not trying to be mean or anything, just trying to express my feelings no one listens to. If you got a problem here, like what's wrong? Haven't seen such a pathetic blogger like me?
I would always shop with my mom because she knows what is my size and doesn't force me to squeeze into the clothe I said that it is too small, and when shopping with my mom she picks the clothes suitable for me. If any of the bitchy salesgirl stares at me with those eyes, my mama would always protect me. Maybe because she knows how I feel, because she had been looked in that why before after giving birth to us. My 2 sisters are very slim unlike me, who is the fattest among the 3 of us. There was once we were in Hong Kong buying the Hello Kitty shirt, and there was no shirt of my size for the pink Hello Kitty fluffy tail at the back, but my mom didn't want me to get left out so she bought a Hello Kitty shirt but of very different design from my sisters shirts.
So these days I'm trying to slim down on my thighs and hips. Trying to find a companion to accompany me to run everyday but sometimes Rachel or Tricia can't. You know if you need to slim down try to find a person who is trying to slim down to run with because both has the determination to slim down.

Okok, I am not really trying to hurt anyone. It is better than telling someone about this and he/she totally ignore you. -.-
Today's the 67 day to beijing trip!! So excited! I can get to use the medium lagguage bag but it is quite old. Actually I was supposed to use the small one but you know, I don't know why, my mom just told me to use the medium-sized lagguage instead. I want to play with snow and wish that when we walk without shelter over our heads, snow falls! Imagine the nice view... Ahh...
Love,
Rayna

Diary Entry #1

I don't know what happened to me in the morning. I guess i suddenly went bonkers or something guai lan everyone i see. Feel sorry for Tricia Lim, the first victim to be gl by sister today. She went t omy facebook profile this morning and was hating the unglam pictures and sort of 'scolded' her.
Gah
I don't know what really happened to my head. Maybe my sister wanted to take revenge for gling her so she did that. I also don't know how to face her tomorrow.

Diary Entry #1:

Dear diary,
today was terrible. I had no one to accompany me, not even studies were present to give me stress. My father is sick and is coughing very badly. He was taking his early nap when I woke up. Saved half of the instant noodles I cooked, added vegetables and mushroom for a healthier meal, and especially cooked it longer so that the noodles were easy to digest for my sick father. My older sister don't even care about my father at all. Ate the left over mcchicken herself and watched television. Not long after my father woke up, she went into the room to study.
I was thinking maybe my sister's mind must only had studies circling her poor brain. Well I'm writing my little pathetic blog for myself to read, but at least when I grow up I can still read how i endured 68 days for my vacation.
Thinking of the trip, it is more than 2 months away! Woah, can't wait but band's coming I feel so mao dun now.
I'm going to learn to survive now! Bye!
Love,
Rayna.

I'm counting...

Tomorrow will be 68 more days to go till I set off for China! I'm so happy and excited! Tomrrow I will officially writing my everyday diary! Those get to read my entries are lucky, those who didn't too sad.

Finally exams are over. Went to watch Johnny English Reborn today, it was so funny, you have to watch! I give it 5 out of 5 popcorns!

At the same time Iwas very pissed...

Plans after end of year

I'm booked 2 days next week to go out and play.

1. Wednesday: Out to Bugis in search of clothes


2. Thursday: Movie with Xiao Yun

EOYs

2 more days to go before exams ends! I am already slacking! IM sure to get a B for math again. NO. I must get A1. At 6.30, I am going to start revision. Now going to TUMBLR again!

BEIJING ONCE, BEIJING TWICE!

YEH! I'm going to Beijing this December 18th! I AM SO EXCITED! Once I finished my exams and get great results, I can go on this trip peacefully.

If I can get great results, Iwill:

1. 
   
   Blast Super Junior songs all day, no matter how much my sister complains.


2. Go shopping with Tricia, Xiao Yun, Dana, Rachel and Jing Ying for all the clothes I want.


3. Persuade my mom to buy a camera for me(polaroide or digital) and buy lots of film.


4. Tie braids everyday.


5. Be crazy


6. Go to Mac dirive-thru's playground to swing with my braids.

That's afew of my wishes but I might not be able to fulfil them, let's see!

Exams and braid craze!

On wednessay, I tied braids to school and Mao Yue tied too! Haha! After that, we started a braid trend through out the level. Well I dont know if soon the whole school will be tying braids.
Exams are one week away! Better study!
Bye for now, going to tumblr now!

Tinkerbell

Okto played 'Tinkerbell' on screen today. Magical. Inspirational. That's what I would describe it.
Loved the last part when Tinkerbell talked with Terrence, the part she said about the talent is who you are. Well, we are who we are and we should accpet it. Hoho, Jesse McCartney was Terrence! Oh no, I'm going to be crazy over him again!

JBF 2011

Yesterday was Sec 1's performance. I did not go as I didn;t but the ticket, but i made the sec 1s a card with a choc stuck with it. It was quitte pretty but I didn't take a shot of my masterpiece :)

Bye Bye for now!

Band Dinner 19 August 2011

Hello, I'm back! I shall upload some of my band dinner pictures!I know it has been a long time since i poated, and this band dinner has been over for weeks but I just don't feel like posting anything and was lazy to type. So today I'm posting everything! :D

Opera, Mr Simple and Walkin

I wanna to know how to change blogskin. Shall Dana again next time, she helped me change the blogskin around Sunday?

Went to YCKCC to play badminton today, had lots of fun but I don't know what to say. Haha, awkward...

Today I was supposed to go back KCS but i did not. Yi Ting called me at 3.30pm and asked me whether I want to join Kuo Wei they all at Mac. I did not want to as I was already home. Awwww.... Need them desperately (my primary school friends).

Bye Bye ^^v

Band Dinner 2

Yeh! I can go for band dinner! Happy me!

"Be close to your friends and

your foes closer."

I've learnt the true meaning of this phrase.

Learnt a few idioms form Mrs Nair today: went belly up.

Well that's for now, ta-ta!

Band Dinner

I think I am not going this year's dinner which is the most dinner for me because the sec 4s are leaving which mean s this is our last dinner with Chen Ning. Unfortunately I can't go, that's the worst part. :( I shall say why but just letting you all know I'm not going and NOTHING can change it.

Happi Birthday Xin Lin!

Happi Birthday Xin Lin! You are 14 this year stay happy always! :)

Love,

Rayna.

Hair

Hooked onto Lady GaGa's Hair! Love it always!

Waterbottle

Oh ya! Today during morning there's guy that has the same bottle as me! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

These few days...

On Tuesday, we had our presentation night which we need to go to esplanade to perform. I was feeling bad when i was waiting at the backstage. When we entered to stage everyone was creaming, like madly. I thought: WOAH...

I was so afraid but managed to calm myself down and played the pieces. It was a great night! XP

Yesterday we had full band with Mr De Souza for Sec 2-4na. We did play well and hence he sort of "scolded" us. It was complicated and hard to explain but anyways, I do not want to say it here. Its private, so SHOO!

Today had sectionals.

THE END.

Its lame i know, so thats what happened these few days!

And I am a flat battery

Ciaos! :)

INSANITY

I was practically running around with Amanda in school, insane, epic :)

Feeling kind

Uesterday I went to band for indivuduals with others :) and had great fun! aAfter that, around 3 i went home after i have bought cheese fries and milk tea for my sisters. On my way home, i saw an old lady. She had difficulties walking and not mention the steps! I look at her and she gave me an afraid look. Maybe she thought that i am those bad kids? But i asked her whether she needs help, she staggered and hesitated. Then finally i said "来,我扶你" Her eyes was then more calm. She happily reached out her help for my assitance and i gladly helped her up those steps. I felt more kind after that like I've done something brilliant and I did. Most of all, I pity People with difficulty walking especially old people they are VERY, attention VERY! fragile, okay? We people need to help them more! Give out your hearts, kind souls!

Hwey!

Hello. Had a nice june holiday :) And im lovin it!

LOVE?

Love? What do i love? Who do i love? Why do i love? When to love? Many things i love are fading. I feel like as if i am losing something and its fading fast. Okay, maybe not something but the trust and friendship? i dont know. I just dont feel good. Not physically but mentally. :( I FEEL SO SAD RIGHT NOW. Okay honestly i feel that everyone seems to hate me sometimes but quite often. Its not fault! If it is my fault, then YOU tell me how to change. Actually im not as a teenager you think i am. i actually took big, unhumble steps to push myself to who i am now. And i mean started how to be me incorrectly. In what way? Hmmmmmm.... Maybe during P6 i got first in class two times and i did not study, so i feel that i earned that post in a wrong way. and another is that i studied here and there like in a very unorganised style ya thats it. So i just need a erson who can rely on and trust to guide me and coach me like friends. So maybe having a guy friend is not that bad after all, like girls theywill tend to have girl problems. They maybe gossip, backstab. Guys are more understanding then girls they tend to forgivethe girls who hit them (in the form of playing) they will not bare grudges like girls.

So, the thing is I LOVE THOSE WHO RESPECT ME AND A PERSON WHO I CAN RELY ON AND GUIDE ME :)

Cute! No, I mean chubby and adorable! :D

Happy Labour Day! Happy Birthday!

Happy Labour Day everyone! A holiday on monday! Yehs! I get to celebrate my birthday with people's birthday in May that is so good :D THanks everyone who celebrated/wished me happy birthday! I will take a picture of the presents next time and post it here! Ciaos people! :)

Language Exams :D

I had my language exams todays; chinese and english. Not to difficult nor easy for me to tackle the questions. Felt that I had planned my time well. Thats all for today! :D Sunday is going to be my big day! Okay, it's my birthday! Wonder what i will get... Ta tas for now! :)

Koi day

Drank Koi today after "studying" in the library... should have gone to the study group. Anyway i have learnt my lesson and will go to the study group. :) Nice Koi today! See ya! :D

Oh right! Last thing

The day you fell and hurt yourself was the day i had fun with my new friends...

heartbreak

It is not that i am sad or anything is just that OMG you're hurt! it looks so painful... had a nice talk with Rachel while walking to the bus-stop, but there is no privacy -.-". Rachel told me her secret which i cannot say here this means she trusts me so i must keep my promise. I, too, told Rachel my secret too! Haha. Hope she won't spread it, i told her cause i trust her and she trusts me. Actually i have no intention of telling Rachel my secret, it was Rachel that first told me her secret out of the blue, so.... to make it even. i told her my secret which no one knows too! So i can trust Rachel right? If she sees this, i hope she wont kill me... Ta-ta for now! :3

Dont smile

hey! addicted to avvril lavigne's songs! so nice like smile.. *you know that im a crazy bitch~~~* like wish you were here, stop standing there, i love you, everybody hurts, darlin, remember when. AHHHH!!!!!!!!!! wanna download these songs into my phine but i cant find sadded.

Im not perfect....

i may not have looks, i may have the brains, i may not have the love, i may not have the voice, i may not have the popularity but at least i have the heart.
it may not be true at least some "may not have" are true.. if u don agree go ahead and comment!

Going library for a purpose

Practicall im going library for a purpose- borrowing books... saw a amksian there everytime, so dao mei but xin lin and rachel there so never mind lah... hahas yesterday saw rachel, not with her aunt aunt and her mom went buy yan wo... so rich right! eat yan wo! no wonder rachel has quite a good complexion!

Hi im missing you

Stupid brain and so much for the imagination... think too much look too much. me and my eyes... anyway its 2011 so a new year... or a bad one i don know, lets see..